Well if you remember from my most recent post i had alot of goals i wanted to accomplish this June. Well so far i have had just a terrible month and im on a terri-bad downswing. About the 9th of June it almost felt like a doom switch was set from Off to On in my account(I kid, I kid.) It really has been brutal, I'm down about 15 buy ins(3.2kish) and towards the end i started playing bad and would go on monkey tilt anytime i took a bad beat. I say i lost about 1k of the 3k due to tilt which is just unacceptable and really disappointing.
I don't want to bitch or dwell on negative stuff, but i feel like I'm about a 10% favorite to win, when i get it AIPF with KK. Ill post a few of my bad beats for no apparent reason, just to vent....
This is a standard BvB spot for me, actually thought i lost the minimum on this hand..
http://www.pokerhand.org/?2771396
More standard-ness
http://www.pokerhand.org/?2771406
Really weird hand, don't really like my line at all. I was just trying to isco the first raiser who was a donk, Guess i made a good turn fold
http://www.pokerhand.org/?2771413
Preflop raise is meh, but I've bricked on every combo draw I've played this month.
http://www.pokerhand.org/?2771420
Now the KK madness
http://www.pokerhand.org/?2771483
Yay short stackers
http://www.pokerhand.org/?2771486
Such 4 bets pre with 99
http://www.pokerhand.org/?2771489
Sorry bout all the venting. Its just really frustrating to play about 40-60 hours a week and literally not have one winning session. I was so down on myself i cashed out all of my online poker roll and was on the verge of quiting. But like Matt Damon in rounders i turned the Car back around and cancelled my cashouts 24 hours later. I played a little bit of .50/$1 for the first time in awhile and won about 7 buy ins so I'm back on the winning track. Ive had a few winning sessions over the past few days so hopefully it ll turn around, I'm sure it will....
As for my other goals, i played both of the big W.S.O.P qualifiers on Tilt and Stars on Sunday. I played terrible and ran even worse. I just couldn't get anything going. Every Late position raise i made got 3 bet. I never got in any good situations and i felt like i was doomed from the start. I played a decent short stack, but busted out on a squeeze play with KQ on tilt and shoved J10 into KQ on the stars tourney(yeah i am playing bad i know..)
As for my personal goals. I don't think I've left the house in about a month. No new friends. No new girls =( I feel like if I'm on the computer for another day for 7+ hours I'm going to start stabbing my eye lids with a pencil. I really need to do something fun and get out of the house. I gotta get out of this little social rut I'm in. I think at the end of June I'm going to take 2 weeks off from poker and go out and do something fun everyday...that's the plan =)
Well I'm off, Going to watch game 6 of the NBA finals. Boston is up 3-2 and has a chance to close it out tonight IN Boston. They really need to ship it tonight because i think there would be alot of pressure on them to win game 7 after already being up 3-1. Plus i have a small bet on them at +165. So go Celtics!!!! Later all...
-Brett
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